My Story

First, let me be fair about an issue I chronicled in the last post: The F-150 was paid for, and none of the other creditors pursued us in court. Secondly, hoping that people will change is a very long shot. I can think of only one person who did that. He was a paranoid, rigid, fatty who was not nice to me, his subordinate. He was married to a knock-out blonde who appeared very cold. . This man suffered a huge trauma in his life when his wife left for Florida with a clerk at the (Virginia) Alcohol Beverage Control (ABC) store. She not only deserted her husband but left a little boy. This was a earth-shaking event for this man and subsequently  I heard that he had become all love and flowers. I observed that he started wearing leisure suits and didn't sneer at me anymore in the hall or in the nurses' station where we tanked up on coffee. Thinking that a person will change is a tall, rarely filled, order.
  To begin a new entry, I want to reveal another tall order: I hope to video Bigfoot in Ocala (Florida) National Forest. It is about sixty miles away and some very interesting encounters have been happening this year. A good video of Bigfoot would end my money problems. I must have been exposed to Bigfoot through a movie or something at a very early age because I had a recurrent nightmare of being in a cabin,
unarmed and terrified, in the middle of a large, green field with numerous animals either bears or Bigfoot walking around the cabin.on their hind legs.The scenario makes me think of Fred Beck's and the other four miners' cabin at Ape Canyon, Washington State, being besieged by Bigfoot. In that battle, one Bigfoot was shot off a cliff, and Fred Beck was knocked out for two hours by a rock a  Bigfoot lobbed through a hole in the roof of the cabin. I know this sounds too bizarre to be true but look at it this way: I have done some hunting and fishing in Florida plus traveled the roads for the past 15 years. I have never seen a bear. Does that mean there are no bear in Florida? Absolutely not! There are thousands.  Some bowhunters report they have to throw rocks at them so they can climb down from their  treestands safely. Additionally, black bears as big as 700
pounds are supposedly being shot by hunters in eastern North Carolina  near the Outer Banks where dead fish are available for food.That's easily Bigfoot size.
  At any rate, Fred Beck and the other four miners were so fearful after an all-night battle with the Bigfoot that they walked out to civilization leaving everything behind but their rifles. These were not willy-nilly men. They had lived at that cabin for four years while they dug for minerals.They eventually got a ride to the
rangers' station at Spirit Lake, eight miles from Ape Canyon. Fred Beck went inside to tell his story to the ranger while the other men stayed in the car. Later, the ranger went out to the car to interview the four miners and found them still huddled in the car, clutching their rifles, and obviously petrified.
  Lasting terror is a hallmark of many Bigfoot sightings. It makes me wonder at times if these creatures are supernatural, and that is what disturbs humans so much. On the other hand, they are so big and muscular humans know that they are helpless even if they have a gun, and the creature charges. That's got to be a terrifying situation. I've read many stories of them being shot, even repeatedly, yet have read of only one being killed. That one was shot in Colorado by two young men from Idaho. They feared they had broken a law and buried the Bigfoot. Another good video like the Patterson-Gimlin one would shed a lot of light on this controversy.

My Story

I have gone into town with red, watery eyes the last two times. At home, I constantly worry. A minister, retired from the Armed Forces, told me that I was the most "out of the box" person he had ever known.If this makes me interesting, maybe you will read me. From Obama on down, I am worried. Curiously, Obama concerns me not as a Republican but as a welfare recipient. I know that my benefits come from taxes, taxes come from earnings, and earnings come from productivity. Productivity is busincess: the products and services Americans make. I want business to make lots of money so that it will trickle down into welfare benefits. Obama is decidely anti-business. This means less money will be made by America which means less money for welfare benefits. The money won't be there. Obama is killing the American economy. People on welfare need to be standing up and opposing his re-election, but I fear they are too ignorant, lazy, and emotional to do it. Obama is interested in collectivism for some perverse reason. You heard him ranting that when someone does something, he really didn't do it. Others did. That's collectivism -
the elimination of the individual and the recognition of only the group. It is a delusional, psychotic way of thinking and has been responsible for the death of about a hundred million people in the last century. It is currenly plaguing the people of North Korea, Cuba, and other countries. The people in North Korea are eating the bark off trees while they are forced to say they are enjoying life under communism.
  I worry so much about where this country and I are going that lately I haen't been able to get to sleep at night. About seven years ago, I ran into some troubles, and had to take the anti-depressant Mirtazapine, the generic name for Remron, to get to sleep. For a bit of life coaching, let me say that if you are worried so much sleep comes hard if at all, I would encourage you to look into getting a prescription for Mirtazapine or Remron. In a light doseage, it can really help with sleep. I started at 15 mgs but was able eventually to reduce that to 7.5 mgs. Unfortunately, because of worry I find myself back at 15 mgs. For about 15 years I have also been on Paxil. Now I take its generic name, Paroxetine, 40 mgs. in the morning. I got on Paxil \
after my wife drove in one evening after work with an almost brand-new Ford F-150 with four-wheel drive.
She had traded her Dynasty, and the payments were $450 a month.. I had a list of businesses we owed money to. I had the list on a sheet from a composition book, one debt on each line. Our debts covered all the lines of the front of the sheet and onto the back of the sheet of paper. The addition of a $450 debt broke the camel's back for me. I got so depressed I couldn't get out of bed in the morning. I went to a doctor and got on Paxil and had some counseling sessions. If I may life coach you here, let me say that if you get into a situation where your partner isn't as worried about the debts piling up as you are, you give your partner the responsibility of paying them. Don't try to come up and clean up behind her. You can't and there's no possibilty that she can overcome her denial that this is a reckless, crazy way to operate if you do.
  Finally, let me say that maybe you can profit from my many mistakes by calling me if you have any
need of life coaching. I have seen almost everything. A Verizon worker told me this afternoon that anyone, anywhere in the world could call me, and I would not be charged. However, I only speak Engllish.
Welfare recipients, think about what I am saying. We need a strong economy to get decent benefits. Obama is killilng our economy and bowing to people all over the world. This is not a Republican-Democrat thing. It is an American thing, and Obama is not good for America. And he knows it. He was raised by people who hated America. He's doing what he was raised to do- destroy America. Pete Nickerson, MS, MSW 352-359-0850.

A Green Bigfoot

I have been pondering why the Bigfoot seen on a road at a drawbrige on the Oklawaha River in Ocala National Forest in Florida would be green. A friend did an internet search for green Bigfoot and found no mention of any, including my entry. Guess the spider hadn't found it. Besides being covered by slime or duck weed or something else he picked up in the Oklawaha, another possibility has come to me. I remember reading a book by a Vietnam prisoner of war. Perhaps the title was "Why Didn't You Come For Us?" The prisoner apparently saw a drone and then had an American Heliocopter hover just feet away from him while he was being held in a sadistic prisoner camp, but no resuce attempt was made. He mentioned seeing a very tall American prisoner who was in transit to another prison. The Communists hated tall Americans, and they had made this poor soul bow for such prolonged periods that he was permanently bowed. In addition, a green fugus had grown all over his body. He was the kind of walking death that Communists are famous for turning human beings  into. The author wrote that he didn't think the man would survive even if he were immediately transported to Walter Reed. Here is another possibility for the Bigfoot being green. Any comments? Peter Nickerson BA - William and Mary '68- MS, MSW